Wednesday 31 January 2007

you make my heart want to munt {aka Prolonged Sick Tree Weariness}

I seem to have a habit of being exclusively-exclusive with people who are damaged emotionally and drink way too much. then I end up carrying them home and looking after them.
I am worried that I only have a finite amount of love/patience/effort, I am worried about what will happen when it runs out.
I'm not positive, but I'm pretty sure you aren't meant to be vaguely, apathetically embarrased when your "special friend" is stumbling all over the place saying inexplicable things to people with their eyes rolling back in their head.Maybe I have no idea, yeah, that's it, I have no idea.
And my heart wants to munt.


And don't even get me started on the other thing...
Proverbs 13:12
Parallel Translations
Concordance Entries Deferred Desire Desired Fulfilled Heart Hope Longing Makes Maketh Making Pass Prolonged Sick Tree Weariness


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NASB: Hope deferred makes the heart sick, But desire fulfilled is a tree of life. (NASB ©1995)
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GWT: Delayed hope makes one sick at heart, but a fulfilled longing is a tree of life. (GOD'S WORD®)
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KJV: Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life.
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ASV: Hope deferred maketh the heart sick; But when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life.
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BBE: Hope put off is a weariness to the heart; but when what is desired comes, it is a tree of life.
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DBY: Hope deferred maketh the heart sick; but the desire that cometh to pass is a tree of life.
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JPS: Hope deferred maketh the heart sick; but desire fulfilled is a tree of life.
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WBS: Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life.
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WEB: Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but when longing is fulfilled, it is a tree of life.
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YLT: Hope prolonged is making the heart sick, And a tree of life [is] the coming desire.
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Friday 26 January 2007

On the connecting bus~

Green lego buildings
throat's tight, convulsing
smells
like cigarettes and duct-tape
looks the way your tummy feels~
when you're screaming

wasted charity spills out;
rotting

Fear of falling