I started the new meds today, here is a picture of them:

balance... form... repetition...

weekend started on friday, there was no sleep till sunday, there was a shower almost every day but no change of clothes till tuesday, the weekend ended today. I think I'm going to try to sit this weekend out. I am broken.
I need to be healed and I can't expect company to do it for me. There is so much heavy weary weight going on and my shoulders hurt so much that I'm having to pretend they are numb just so I can sit up. I'm going to have a bath and go to bed and see how long I can stay there, not including tea and toilet breaks I think I could probably make it a week or so, I still have a lot of books to get through. I'm going to change the sheets and put on clean pjamas and have a bed in for peace in my head. It's a worthy cause.

I beleive in yoko, john lennon lost weekends and me...

"Your party is like the time I went to my grandpa's house and he told me his wife had just died (my grandma).That's how much fun your party has.Love Digby."

Digby=awesome.


Actually our party was way more fun but we will still buy a bag of corn chips and open them then tape them back up and present them to our friend digby.Digby likes stale chips. We lub-dub digby.




Friday night. Goon. sarah.mushrooms.goon.vodkaandcranberry.beer.Revolver.Me and my friend dimma smoking in the girl's toilets, lotsa hugs from people who had no drugs.
Saturday.Incredibly draining four hours with first ex boyfriend. Charity. Discman.redbull.paracetamol.fairybread.sarah.red wine.bad book.cheap vodka.dimma party invitation.cocaine.harmonica.arsehole blues.coked up rockstars talking in rhyme.the grid.houseparty.blurry four hours.Didn't munt,didn't munt didn't munt.slept inbetween my two favourite people.
Sunday.seedy.teacher's whiskey.and coca-cola.learned many lessons, forgot most of them of them. Went to bed by ten.
Monday.Drew and caitlin in my loungeroom. tea. breakfast. Mushroom capsules, ketamine.tramride. Walking through nortcote under water. Fear and loathing in nothcote plaza.Awesome park. Spent all my money getting drew and caitlin food and tram tickets. Home, recovery beers with sarah.Spanakopita.Fell asleep reading with the light on didn't brush my teeth, woke up to a dog bashing my bedroom door open with it's head

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I KNOW THAT THIS MESSAGE WILL COME TO YOU AS A SURPRISE. I AM THE BILL AND EXCHANGE MANAGER IN BANK OF AFRICA (BOA), OUAGADOUGOU BURKINA FASO. I HOPED THAT YOU WILL NOT EXPOSE OR BETRAY THIS TRUST AND CONFIDENT THAT I AM ABOUT TO REPOSE ON YOU FOR THE MUTUAL BENEFIT OF OUR FAMILIES.
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