howlongbrforeitallcomesdownandimeetthegroundwithahihello,fancy
meetingyouhereandthegroundjustfrowns
andsayssillywhy'dyouthinkyouwouldn'tneedtocomebackherenothing
changesjustyourperceptions
youwerefooltothinkyoucouldescapeyouweren'tbornwithwingswhy'd
youthinkyoucouldfly?
Iletyou thinkyouwerejustfloatingtherethen I had to put the smackdown on you. He'sgotthesamescarsasyouandcan'tfillyourballoonallthetimehe'sheavy
tooandhurtsandcries
thelightinhiseyesiswaterunderthebridgegettingicecreamfromthefridge
andyou'llgodownwith
himandyourtearswillminglewhileyoutingleandsobbandthefrontyouputup
likeajobwillfoolthe
world.stupidgirl

Happiness is making me stagnate. I am getting boring and fat.
[engage willpower//]
[activate self-control//]

planets must be colliding or something of similar astronomical importance; half my friends are ecstatic, half my friends are beside-themselves-sad and half my friends are losing-their-shit-insane{some of the halves are overlapping...I'm here for them even if it means i don't have a thought or a moment free. They have been there for me and now it's my turn.
Last saturday; loaded up on mushrooms and gathered my crew to see bjm play the hifi, it had been a long time coming and even though I missed a song to put my friend in a taxicab[bad pill~headsick, from lack of sleep-jetlag from following the band to and from sydney] it was an awe-full experience(as in full of awe).planets do your thing i guess.