whatchoo want with a woman who wont do what she says...

woke up this morning, didn't know right from wrong
I didn't know I could get any more confused.
I thought I'd sussed it; casual relationship, new friends, drinking a bit, smoking a whole bunch of cigarettes, having company so staying up late wasn't such a problem...then
my long-time-bestest-friend-solid-guy-who-I-go-to-for-advice-and-shit told me he likes me, like not platonically.
I am imploding.
(photo by Julie Harris{largely unrelated})