and I regret all that bit where we weren't together, I tried to fill in the gap you left and pretend with someone else, I still get strange and worry some, but I need to remember this isn't like the last time and we know what we want now, and it's each h other and I'm so glad,
my heart swells up all fat and happy when I think of what I feel for you and I have to remember not to get carried away when I do, because I'm not sure I can explain it to you to my satisfaction...and that doesn't matter anyhow.
xo
