Sunday 29 March 2009

opposite of moderation and if you'd like an invitation....seriously my house isn't far from dennis station...

I'm focusing on the little things, cos the big ones hurt, I'm getting hit in the face by a whirlwind of virgin-blood-red petals from the roses on the way to the opshop, I'm fucking without love, for the sake of feeling good and cos it's fun

and i'm not going to think about what i should do,
I'm going to think about what i will do,
like this week i'll see two movies
have a depession session with adam-i,
and then on thursday ada will give me a tattoo,
and i'll be not even thinking of you,
I'll see luke's comedy show...then there's two
parties at my house on saturday...
so
you know
if you know where I live you should come too


seriously it would be nice to see you.xo

Monday 16 March 2009

you fixed me wheni was broken and my mended heart became yours pleasepleaseplease don't give it back.

I am aloud[allowed] to hate people, i've spent my whole life avoiding it, but i;m all outta tact...
i hate the boy who was only nice to me because he wanted to fuck me, i hate all the boys who were that
i hate the girl who only talked about herself and the things she owns, i hate all the girls who are that

i hate the girl that winds you up like a puppet on a string because she still wants the power to own you and hurt me

i hate the people who judge me and never ever try to understand that i wasn't raised with the privilege they had and now i am coming into my own i'm a bit behind, but fuck it i own it and fuck you all, no not YOU, you're alright, but fuck them, they can fuck right off and fuck themselves or get fucked or fucked up and shut the fuck up, because i'm liberated now and i'm lighter without the weight of carrying the burden of trying to like them so fuck fuck fuck right off you're vampires
'cause i love garlic and i'm full o'that, 'cause you're full of it...
fuck you
i'm alive and you can smoke it.